
so I don't think I'll be updating the blog much.
I am going through some rough, rough times at home and I have nothing positive to share with you.
I know I read the blogs I do, cause they fill me with inspiration and they let me get to know their authors a little better.
Right now, I have nothing inspiring or happy to put out in the world.
I am tired, I am very disappointed with my self and with the choices I have made.
I wish I could back in time and think twice...
I no longer see a person I can be proud of when I look in the mirror, and I don't have the will power or the strength and motivation to do anything about it.
I am bracing myself for a fight, and I am hoping against hope that I come out with as little scars as possible. Wish me luck...
That's all I have.